WAR....

A bright sunny day.. me and my bhiaya walking on a lonely road... with friendly banter in the air.. we moved forward in the calm and silent neighbour hood....

The various trees lined up at the side of road reminding us of their couterparts back home with the effervesence and the smell of the leaves making us nostologic with memories of home..

Bhaiya was well equiped for the war we were going too..he had already done his preparation in the morning ... he was ready for wat ever be the outcome of our destiny... but I .. unfortunately was not so well equipped and was week in my knees not knowing wat might happen in next 30 minutes or so... and it could decide a lot of things for us down the road back home......

Bhaiya had already eaten two three parathas with yoghurt and a cup of tea made earlier in the day by me.. and was not so hungry... and i guess he would not have minded not being able to eat anythign else the rest of the day... he being small and less energy consuming ..his body did not probably require any more energy than to just keep him going..,.....

but my story was altogether different.... a cup of tea was all i had and after playing like young clots i was tired as hell... i was already able to count stars in the bright sunny day.... also me being one of the hevier being on this planet required more than double the energy required for a lion .. just keep me from falling....

Bhaiya could understand my feelings and gave the knowing smile.... and asked me to be positive abt the things .. he said everything would be fine.. and his words were just enough to make me confident....

We were just inside the war zone .. not realising wat was in store for us..... suddendly with a big thud the doors swung open... and our HOST welcomed us in with a Big smile...... little did she realise wat was going in our minds and stomach....

Few hours later.....

I was lying in lap of my Bhaiya...... my eyes closing..disaster had already occured... i was unable to speak anything.. i opened my mouth and no words were commingout .. the whole world was swimming around me.... the last thing i could see was the host ( i did not know whether her smile was evil or was a smile of satisfaction..) everything seemed to be fading away..... tben suddenly bhaiya put his hand on my head and woke me up...

Its really hard to keep oneself awake after having a heavy lunch followed by apples and lassi ( which i refused)..and i was really thankful at heart to the god who made sure that i did not have to think abt which hotel to visit in later part of the day looking for soem gud food....
but still the war is not yet over... rite now only thing that i can think is .. if we can stay back for the dinner tooo....

Hate me....

The moment u see him, u start to get heated up, the sound of his voice makes u angry,
his presence around u disturbs u like nothing else…… yes, hes one person u really hate

With passage of time… ur love can change… but can time change the one u hate...??

If ever there is a feeling which is known to be stronger and more powerful than Love itself then its Hate….

U can love animals, trees plants or dolls … U can love all … and all of them are kept in the same corner of ur heart ……but those who you hate are kept on a different pedestal.

U can possibly love many … but can hate only one ….. if there is a place in ur heart which occupies place more than love itself is hate……

If I cant make u r heart wet with love , then I would rather make it sweat with hate …..

if u cant love me then hate me…….:)


Love passes with time, Hate grows with time ™.

ME..

my silence is not my weakness,
my smile is not my strength,

I smile at my enemies and heed silence amidst friends.

Can she not know how I feel, just by looking into my eyes( I wish)…

how can I ever tell her that I love her , that I dig her company…

And how would she ever know, if I never tell (sigh..)….

I would remain in dark than face the sun, I would guard my strength than to show my weakness…..

I would lock my love at some place, no one ever finds out.

My secret is safe, until she looks into my eyes.

That’s my Strength and that’s my Weakness.

Yesterday

yesterday she was holding my hand, she made no promises but kept all of them.
yesterday she looked into my eyes, she said nothing but was ready to do anything for me.
yesterday she had smiled, asking nothing did everything I didn’t ask her to do.
yesterday she loved me, I said nothing but I knew she will be always there for me.

Time changes people, people change places, places change life
But can time change all…can it change affection love faith and friendship….

I wish the answer be NO… but I know yesterday is past and today is a whole new day …
What belonged to me yesterday is alien today.

I know that if time is the heart breaker then it is also pain reliever.

But I just wish …….we were stronger than time
and what was mine Yesterday would be mine ever after…..